This morning, during my time with God, He said “O you of little faith” to me. A little harsh, but very true and very much what I needed to hear. I have been doing a fair amount of worrying lately. Worrying about the families I will soon be saying good by to, worrying about going home, finding a job, and whether or not I will be able to pay my rent.
While reading over Matthew 6:25-34 God did not only remind me that I need to be trusting in Him and in His provision, but showed me how little my faith is. A thought hit me, “Do I want God to say ‘O you of little faith’ or do I want Him do smile down upon me, proud of who I am in Him.’ Of course I want Him to smile.
My worrying and my reliance on myself takes all the glory away from Him and all that He can do, has done, and will continue to do through my entire life. How many times has He promised to provide, how many times has He proven Himself to me, how many times more does He have to do this before I trust Him?
